I'm trying to have a positive attitude and hope for the best. However, I'm pretty sure it's going to be kind of like childbirth. You remember that it was a painful experience getting the baby out, but time seems to dull the memory. Not until you are back in full labor do you remember, "Oh yeah, I forgot how HORRIBLE this is!"
I just found out that I will have to go back to the the Central Utah Clinic in Provo the day after each infusion, (every 3 weeks) to have a shot to make sure that my white blood cell count stays high. What a pain! I sure wish they would just give it to me at the time of the chemo infusion, but they say the insurance company won't cover it on the same day. UGH! At least I don't have to drive all the way up to Huntsman Cancer Clinic in Salt Lake.
Thanks again for all of your prayers in my behalf! It helps to make this burden seem just a little bit lighter.
Not sure how you stay so strong. Amy did the lesson last week she told us how strong you a5. You have a wonderful family
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